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Created by: [Tyler]


Hi, I'm [Tyler], and this is all about trying to get along with my roommate!

Edit: It isn't going well. This is the only place that keeps everything up to date in real-time. My phone may be compromised, so this is the best way to keep track of everything. In case he comes back.

08-03 blogpost

Ice and Fire

Sam is out this morning. Not sure where.

I’m supposed to keep an eye out for anything weird.

I’m busy working at home. In the apartment. I never know if I make myself as clear as I think I do.

Not like I can do much outside anymore.

I’m thirsty. I can’t turn the thermostat any lower or else we pay extra. A fan sits still in the living room. I can’t find the right batteries for it. The sink water is gross, too. I keep some in the fridge, and that only helps a little with the plastic taste.

I pour a glass and look for ice in the freezer.

Sam doesn’t think ice could melt from in here. There’s enough ice that I can’t see the frozen food tucked in the back. If even some of this ice melts, water would end up everywhere.

I drop a few cubes into my cup. The water rises.

Sam keeps mentioning the water in our apartment. I wish he would let this go. If he’s upset because I left to go get takeout, this is too long to hold a grudge over food. And his food was gross. And that’s not why I got the takeout.

Sam comes to the kitchen a lot. We don’t talk here. We make food. At least that pact doesn’t extend to the couch. I don’t ask for anything else. But even when he’s not here, he’s here.

I make eggs for breakfast, with a crack on the flat counter and a flat pull. The whites of the egg connect the otherwise jagged shell. Food’s here. I make the food here. I do this. Sam would do this. The smell would pull me out of bed with a flop on my face. I would hear the pan.

Instead, breakfast is one quiet plate and some salt and a glass of water.

Or not so quiet. The ice rumbles in the freezer. Not just falls. I can hear all the ice.

A crunching rhythm. One to another. Footsteps. Where?

I yank open the freezer and gaze at stagnant ice.

More footsteps. Ice underfoot. Where is the sound? Outside?

I open the door and check the hallway. I see nothing. Nothing can get in. everything is fine.

I turn back into the room.

Sam is at the stove. He jostles some bacon in a frying pan. His neon-blue athletic shirt gets all my attention. I get none of his. He scratches his chin when I say hello.

I snatch my plate of eggs and end up at the table. Far enough for now.

Sam brings up the water in the apartment. Ice cube.

I wish he would let this go. I ask him how he feels.

“Better. Guess I heal fast.”

I’m not sure he noticed the first aid from last night. And his concussion a few days ago.

I check my phone. Three voicemails, asking where I am from the bridge. A crumb from the pan drops into the fire.

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